“Growing Sideways”
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“Growing Sideways”
“If my engine works perfect on empty, I guess I’ll drive”
I can’t place why, but lately I’ve been battling this feeling of being “stuck.” Like I’m going through the motions of life. This song by Noah Kahan does a great job of putting these feelings into words.
And if all my life was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb
Than feel it all
Oh, if all my time was wasted
I don't mind, I'll watch it go
Yeah, it's better to die numb
Than feel it all
It's interesting you should say this the week I'm being referred to a V.A. psychologist for expressing similar thoughts. I said since I retired I've basically been waiting to die. Not that I'm in a hurry for that to happen, but rather I feel all the best days are past and now I'm numb to the passage of time.